I wish I didnt have feelings. --I wish I could walk all over people and use them for everything and anything they have.  My life would be so much easier..


How do you do it?!?




At least I got what I wanted..

I dont understand why people underestimate girls. 


Girls remember the littlest detail... Its soo easy to catch people in lies, or "withholding the truth"  when you have a little bit of info...


So people--cover your tracks.. Girls  find out everything..especially MY girls.. 

:)

I kinda just realized its impossible for me to trust guys.   I want to, but I don't feel that im good enough for anyone...So I always doubt any good thing that comes my way. And id like to say thanks to my ex boyfriends who ruined it for all future potential..
 I say stupid things out loud and I dont even mean to say them.   I guess I just need to put myself out there and if i get hurt.. ill get through it.. ehhh i dunno whatever.


May starts a long year of weddings..Which means I need to start finding dates... Thats a hassle...Just another thing I need to worry about...

I freaked out about work yesterday...Apparently it was an anxiety attack... I thought it was a heart attack and I was dying.   So then I decided to put my two weeks in.   Random huh.  That place isnt worth it.  I would rather be unemployed then work there.   Obviously ill have another job soon.  Im just really picky...

I dont even know why I write in this..It seems like a good idea then I get bored....I give up

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Luv-Rockelle